alone outside in the dark streets, i hear a sound.
knowing well i should not be here, my guard is up.
while i know it is terrible and i know what may happen to me,
i am absolutely ecstatic.
the cold fog engulfing my body as the street lights provide a beacon to everything around me...
i hear the footsteps come closer...
my adrenaline rises.
i am so, so excited...
please forgive me.